Well, I am aligned with some thoughts already shared by
@Nembra &
@Eldros , perhaps because I study Orishas and lineages. Even in those practices there is this idea that those who align with Left Lineage are "bad" & "wicked" and those who align with Right Lineage are "god" & "virtuous"... And well, I see the same misconception is aligned with "Black Magic" & "White Magic" when in both cases I think neither is good or evil, is how you use and practise them that gain that property.
That being said, I align more with "White Magic" because I like its approach to magic, but at the same time I do not like to label myself as a White Witch; I think it limits us to what one can achieve and unlock. Alas, why I am drawn to this side is a mix of experiences I had in the past, as well, due to the entities that had visited or reached me. At times, I was more aligned with "Dark Magic" but one day a friend asked me to read their relative's fate because they were ill, and I saw their death... On that night, I dreamed of it and learned the precise date; the dream itself was not scary... But I was scared of myself and my cards... So for years I avoided the tarot cards, and even feared touching one again. And yet, the occult still drew for me, so I started to try to reconnect with that call and be more mindful of my approach. Along the way, I studied other branches, lore, and practices, and every time I was asked for insights or readings, I began creating habits of warding myself and those who came to me, since I feel a calling to aid others.
Also, as I mentioned before, the entities and deities that I had encountered are more aligned with the concept of "White Magic" so it is also a reason why I work more with this sort of essence. However, as I told you at the start, just because something is defined as "Black" or "White", or "Left" or "Right", does not mean you cannot use other areas of knowledge, especially when something draws you. Take the example of the Lord of the Rings: Saruman was a White Wizard, and his magic became "Evil", yet he still was Saruman the White. Or, if you like a reverse media reference, you have Elphaba; she clearly is a White Witch, and yet she is seen as the "Wicked Witch"... So, I have two questions for you
@valkyris , since you are on a quest to self-discovery: what draws you to "White Magic"? And what makes you fear or back away from "Black Magic"? You don't need to answer if you do not desire, but it is something that I think will enlighten some hidden truths about you and your craft.